What I Truly Desired

What I Truly Desired is a Dark and Darker quest assigned by the Dealmaker merchant, part of the Faustian Bargain quest line. This strange experience will cause you no harm. Like a lucid dream, it will let you see the world from a new perspective. No one will ever know who you truly are, so there is no need to hesitate. Simply pay a trivial price, and savor the sweetest fruit. The objective is to deal 100 damage. All progress requires a successful extraction — items retrieved or kills made during a failed run do not count toward quest completion. Once every objective is fulfilled, return to Dealmaker in the lobby to turn in the quest and receive the reward. This quest requires completing Where The Dead Whisper before it becomes available from Dealmaker. Completing What I Truly Desired rewards 4x Antiquated Coin. The quest is completed in Ice Cavern, Goblin Caves, Ruins or Ship Graveyard. Merchant quests in Dark and Darker are one of the most consistent gold and experience sources in the game, independent of loot luck on the Trading Post. Completing the full Dealmaker quest chain unlocks higher reward tiers and increases merchant affinity, which can affect prices and open additional quest tiers in future seasons. The Faustian Bargain chain provides a structured progression path through the Dealmaker quest tree, and finishing each quest in order is the fastest route to the higher value objectives later in the line. Use the MetaBot Dark and Darker quest tracker to check all open objectives across every active merchant before extracting, so you can turn in multiple quests from a single run and get the most value out of each session.

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This strange experience will cause you no harm. Like a lucid dream, it will let you see the world from a new perspective. No one will ever know who you truly are, so there is no need to hesitate. Simply pay a trivial price, and savor the sweetest fruit.

DamageDeal 100 damage
4x Antiquated Coin
Requires: Where The Dead Whisper

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What I Truly Desired Quest FAQ — Dark and Darker

What is What I Truly Desired in Dark and Darker?

What I Truly Desired is a Dark and Darker quest assigned by Dealmaker as part of the Faustian Bargain quest line. This strange experience will cause you no harm. Like a lucid dream, it will let you see the world from a new perspective. No one will ever know who you truly are, so there is no need to hesitate. Simply pay a trivial price, and savor the sweetest fruit.

How do you complete What I Truly Desired?

To complete What I Truly Desired you need to: Deal 100 damage. All progress requires a successful extraction. Once all objectives are done, return to Dealmaker in the lobby to turn in the quest.

What are the rewards for What I Truly Desired?

Completing What I Truly Desired rewards you with: 4x Antiquated Coin. Turn in the completed quest at the Dealmaker window in the lobby to collect the reward.

Which dungeon do you need for What I Truly Desired?

What I Truly Desired objectives are completed in: Ice Cavern, Goblin Caves, Ruins, Ship Graveyard. Enter the correct dungeon type before attempting to make progress on this quest.

Do you need to complete anything before What I Truly Desired?

Yes, What I Truly Desired requires completing the quest Where The Dead Whisper first. Once that quest is turned in, What I Truly Desired becomes available from Dealmaker.